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http://thegazette.com/subject/opinion/guest-columnists/i-carry-a-gun-every-day-20150104


I carry a gun every day


Ernie Traugh, guest columnist
January 4, 2015 | 12:10 am

Every day I get up and put on a gun. It’s part of my daily routine. No different from making coffee or feeding the dogs before I leave for work.

There is so much misinformation about who that makes me. I’m a “gun nut.” I’m one of “those right-wing Second Amendment people.” I’m the scourge of the earth to some.

Funny how that works.

They don’t even know me but they are worried that I’m what’s wrong with this country, this state and this city I call home. I walk among them and they don’t even know it. I’m the guy in the jeans and Under Armour shirt, the guy in the $200 sport coat and $125 shoes, the guy in Nike pants and a hoodie, and some days I’m the guy with dirty hands from working in the yard, but most of all I’m the guy they never see.

Oh, they acknowledge me sometimes. When I hold the door for them because my parents raised me that way. When I let them go ahead of me in line at the gas station because they seem to be in a hurry. When I pick up their baby’s pacifier in the aisle at the grocery store and hand it back to them because it fell out and they didn’t notice. But they don’t see me. I’m just another guy in the store with things in my hand. But only my left hand. I don’t carry things in my right hand. Not at the store. Not in public.

Why? Because I’m “that guy.” I know that bad things happen. Every day. Everywhere. So I try to be aware. I try to study my surroundings. I expect to not see it coming every time. I expect that evil may show up while I’m shopping or walking through the mall or eating at a restaurant. It doesn’t make me crazy. It doesn’t make me paranoid. It simply makes me aware. Unlike a lot of people that walk by me every day. Looking at their phones, their notes, their purses, or any of the other distractions that plague us. I get it.

I also get that there are wolves. Hungry. Lean. Skilled at their trade. Studying you. Studying me. They like you. They don’t like me. I see them at the mall. I see them at the gas station. I see them right here in this town. Do they know I’m armed? No, they don’t. They know that I’m aware. I look at them. Kill them with kindness. It’s a like a mutual agreement. I see you; you see me. Let’s not kid each other.

It’s weird in a way. The man and his friend in the store that looked all around and even glanced at the camera above us — those guys see me. I’m aware that the door is over there. I’m aware that the coffee pot is within reach and full. He urges me to go first to the counter. “Oh no, you go please. I have all day,” I reply. Now he has to make a purchase. Now he knows I’m polite …. I’m polite and I do not want them behind me in line.

The lady with her kid? She doesn’t notice me, but I’m there. I have a phone. I have a flashlight. I have two knives. I have a firearm. And I have a plan. If this doesn’t go well I want to get her and that little one out of here. Chances are nothing is going to happen until they’re gone anyway. I’d like to leave too.

One man asks the other a question. He hands the guy a few extra bucks to make the purchase of an item at the counter. They leave. I make my purchase. I call the employee by name and tell him to have a good night. I walk to the door and hold it open for the woman approaching. She says, “Thanks.” I say, “Yes ma’am.” Then, poof. I’m gone.

Just another uneventful trip to the store. The best kind ever. It’s funny those men truly saw me but other customers didn’t. Why? Maybe too busy. Maybe too much on their minds. Maybe because they didn’t worry for one second about those two men or me.

When I get home I don’t tell my wife about the two men who lingered. The two men who entered together but stood so far apart. The two men that seemed to have no sense of purpose or item they were in search of. No need to talk of them because nothing happened. This happens daily. Sometimes once. Sometimes multiple times. I like uneventful days.

Most people don’t know me. But man, they sure do judge me. If I use a gun to defend myself they will read about it. They will hear about it. They will weigh in on what should have happened.

I have seen bad people do bad things. I have seen good people dumbfounded and in shock because they couldn’t comprehend what was happening in front of them or, worse yet, to them. It’s not fun or pretty to think about, so most people don’t. They don’t stay awake late at night watching videos from self-defense experts. They don’t read the articles. They don’t look at unedited news on the Internet. They don’t search out the videos of people fighting for their lives and losing.

A man stabbed outside a bar. A couple hijacked and killed in front of the store. A store clerk shot even after complying with a robber’s demands. A video from inside the grocery store of a mad man with a gun shooting people while looking for his ex. Dashboard cameras of an officer involved in a shooting. It’s an ugly world so they choose not to see it.

I don’t train for the warm fuzzy days where everyone gets along. I train for the other days. I try to round out my skill sets. I look at what others have done to succeed. I watch videos of those who haven’t. Some refer to it as making something good out of something bad. Like watching videos of officers being killed as every person that’s gone through any type of law enforcement academy has had to do. Learn from others’ experiences.

People from all walks of life legally carry guns. Some are men and some are women. Some are old and some are young. The ones I know train. The ones I know are aware: Aware of their surroundings. And aware of all of the armchair quarterbacking that will be done if they ever have to use that tool of last resort on their belt. So why do it anyway? Because they value their life and the lives of others. Simple.

My so-called “gun nut” friends and customers are some of the most congenial, trustworthy people I know. I only wish everyone had such friends. I wish everyone understood like I do.

• Ernie Traugh is owner operator of Cedar Valley Outfitters, which opened in 2001, and has been a reserve police officer since 2004. Comments: erniecedarvalleyoutfitters.org
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I let my wife read this and she looked at me and said..."that's pretty much...YOU!
I copied that and "distributed" it.
 
excellent read.
Most never suspect that the chubby, short old lady dressed in jeans and a loose blouse might also be carrying a little self defense. They do thank her when she lets people with one or two purchases go through the line ahead of her full cart, the cashiers , clerks and stock people enjoy her smiles and greetings and now many recognize her when she shops.
 
I suspect the article may have been written by someone of my background. Long ago I was the guy folks needed to be aware of, of fear if you like. Sadly I know the other side....
Went to NRA "don't be a victim" training long ago. I was the only non LEO in class, I have posted this in the past. Cut to the end, the LEO's wanted to talk to me. A few said "good luck getting out this state".
My insight one might say, was new to them and most wanted to know more. They were very interested in what I told them, at least the ones who listened. A great many questions were asked of me and answered. Afterwards I was thanked.
To truly know what you are up against, you have to listen to those of us that were on the other side. 99% of law enforcement officers here do not have a true understanding.
There are no rules for those who seek to harm us, remember that. We have to play by the rules.
 
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I was in LE for 11 years. 4.5 of those years I was also the jail nurse. One if the inmates was more honest than the rest and I asked him how I was viewed by the other inmates. Predator or prey? He laughingly told me I was prey, but I was a buffalo!
gramps
 
volshooter said:
I suspect the article may have been written by someone of my background. Long ago I was the guy folks needed to be aware of, of fear if you like. Sadly I know the other side....
Went to NRA "don't be a victim" training long ago. I was the only non LEO in class, I have posted this in the past. Cut to the end, the LEO's wanted to talk to me. A few said "good luck getting out this state".
My insight one might say, was new to them and most wanted to know more. They were very interested in what I told them, at least the ones who listened. A great many questions were asked of me and answered. Afterwards I was thanked.
To truly know what you are up against, you have to listen to those of us that were on the other side. 99% of law enforcement officers here do not have a true understanding.
There are no rules for those who seek to harm us, remember that. We have to play by the rules.

???????

Is this meant to be esoteric?
 
Had to look that word up. I don't think it fits my post exactly. The mind set and limits that bad guys are willing to go to do not fit any mold. I can still spot easy prey. That is why I went through the "refuse to be a victim" program. I taught what the NRA taught me as well as my own personal insight to my church members.
If you are asking me if it is a club, the answer is no. Experience.

I not sure if this answers your question, feel free to ask anything you wish on this subject. You may PM me if it pleases you.
 
If more liberals, or maybe just the folks who are scared of folks carrying guns would read this, MAYBE,,, just MAYBE they might give pause.
But I doubt it.
They readily "admit" that they do not want to remove guns from "responsible people," yet, they can not apply a legal definition of what a reasonable person is. So, they attack the guns.
 
Yup, same way I am in public, or at home. I avoid the smash'n grab places, gas up at big truck stop places. More lights cameras, less action ! My poor wife opens her own doors, as I'm doing a last check behind, then a first check of inside, over her heard(she's short). The awareness and best practice tactics become routine and few notice your behavior.
 
I would hope that most here on this forum have at least the understanding of what the article is about. And maybe a heads up to those that are borderline sheepdogs. You don't have to be of LEO background or emersed in SD training constantly to become aware of your surroundings at all times. I try to teach this to by kids and grandkids. Sometimes they get it, and I hope it gives them an edge when they need it. I never sit in a blind spot in a resturant, enter into a store or shop where there are groups of people without checking who else is there, let somebody get behimd me, or walk in dark alleys. I'd like to think that there have been times something didn't happen because I was there and aware. Sometimes just making eye contact and the knowledge that you see them is enough to make the BGs slink back into the shadows. As a store clerk, I've been jumped by multiple perps with a knife and I can say that being aware of what was about to happen left me an out that I took to get away, and they were never caught. I well remember that night and it was over 30 years ago. Be alert, and don't put yourself in high risk situations.
 
"My name's Friday..." This keeps popping-up in the gray theater. "...I wear a badge..." more like it

The "youts" of today get all the lib doctrinal stuff and it's harmful or fatal if internalized.
 
jimbo!!!!!! # 1 tip on eye contact!!! Great job!!!
Takes away 90% of advantage the bad guys are counting on in public.
 
jimbo1096 said:
I would hope that most here on this forum have at least the understanding of what the article is about. And maybe a heads up to those that are borderline sheepdogs. You don't have to be of LEO background or emersed in SD training constantly to become aware of your surroundings at all times. I try to teach this to by kids and grandkids. Sometimes they get it, and I hope it gives them an edge when they need it. I never sit in a blind spot in a resturant, enter into a store or shop where there are groups of people without checking who else is there, let somebody get behimd me, or walk in dark alleys. I'd like to think that there have been times something didn't happen because I was there and aware. Sometimes just making eye contact and the knowledge that you see them is enough to make the BGs slink back into the shadows. As a store clerk, I've been jumped by multiple perps with a knife and I can say that being aware of what was about to happen left me an out that I took to get away, and they were never caught. I well remember that night and it was over 30 years ago. Be alert, and don't put yourself in high risk situations.

This is somewhat my status. I have never been in law enforcement. I am, however, in a line of work that requires much travel by car. I am very aware of what and who is around me. If I pull into a gas station at two in the afternoon and see a group of teenage or twenty-something males just hanging around, I don't stop. Before checking into a motel, I circle the parking lot, and often make the block behind the motel to gauge the neighborhood. Making eye contact comes natural....often holding it until they look away.

Read a book, "The Gift of Fear". While I don't agree with the author's stance on gun ownership, he brings to light many things that most of you are already doing instinctively, maybe without even knowing it.
 
Chuckfish said:
Only 2 places I can't carry...work ( not allowed ) and church...lately I'm not too sure about church...

Blueridge? If it's Virginia I understand it's up to the individual church. That's my understanding, but you'd better check me to make sure.
 
I've only seen one church that really understands security. Most let people carry guns in the church, but security starts in the parking lot, with cameras. You want to catch people BEFORE they get into the building. Stops a lot of problems right off.
 
Bear Paw Jack said:
I've only seen one church that really understands security. Most let people carry guns in the church, but security starts in the parking lot, with cameras. You want to catch people BEFORE they get into the building. Stops a lot of problems right off.

I agree that security starts in the parking lot, but think you may be underestimating the number of churches that understand security.

A local sheriff's office (Escambia County, Florida) has a quarterly "awareness session" for churches. The one I recently attended had (my estimate) seventy people, including three from my church. I learned just how little I know. I know more now, but still have lots to learn.

We have a "Church Security Procedures Manual", prepared by a DAV, and reviewed and praised by local law enforcement. We try to have a quarterly briefing of our church security team.

We have a minimum of four (normally more) armed security, with radios, at all services, with two in the parking lot. I'm coming to believe that visibility may be the best security; I'm not sure I put much stock in cameras, except when there is "nobody home". The security team's emphasis is the protection of people and their property. We have multiple "silent alarm" buttons that call local law-enforcement (haven't done that but once since I've been there).

We "do not engage" unless there is no choice.
 
Our Church security was started by the chief of police also a member. I have been there from day one. The chief is a retired US marshal from Fla. with 40 years in law enforcement. Now he is local judge.
He was my friend before this came to be. He taught me. For the last 6-8 years I have been in charge of security. BTW I have offered to resign to give someone else the position, not that I am not doing a good job mind you, each time the LEO's involved my mentor and Church administration makes it clear they want me until I just want to quit. Even if I remove myself from being in charge of security, I will still participate regular duties. ( I kinda dislike the meetings, scheulding and policy questions)

We have several events during the year, as do most churches. It is expected of me to provide security, drawing from our active security list. Asking for volunteers first, then pushing active security to volunteer, drafting them if non regular security fails too fill quota and working with non trained volunteers. Of course I fill in all spots not filled, expected from me.

Rambling now, sorry. Our church looks to me to handle all security.
Yes some are armed with permits, that does not make them good choices for security. Willing but untrained and unaware of procedures.
Not to be left out, unreliable, could be cowboys for all I know. Those folks are goodhearted and mean well, but I don't want them backing me up.
Not vetted comes to mind. There are some who wish to volunteer that I will not use..... because I know them. They are not right for what we need.
 
I have been carrying my .45 ACP Kimber Ultra Carry since 2001. It is my constant companion. The only place it is not welcomed is Federal Buildings and PA courtrooms.
 
Awareness will save your butt more times than any firearm ever will. I spent years with govt orgs taking out the trash. Bad people play by their own rules. Criminals are dumb but not stupid. They like soft target, they like an advantage, they will act in numbers given the chance, they will act unexpectedly, quickly and not refrain from violence if needed. They will use any and all means to succeed including endangering others/innocent bystanders etc. The criminal has the advantage because they will not play by societies rules. Unfortunately the citizen and LEO to some extent must act within certain "rules of engagement", it places us at a disadvantage so heightened vigilance & awareness is needed to avoid what could turn into a rapidly escalating situation of danger. Always remember Murphy's Law, "If something can go wrong, it will" and of course the most basic one "Sheet happens!" I am not an advocate of Open carry , I believe it is for idiots and wannabes who think they impress those around them, when they are really making themselves look like an arse, IMHO. You are always better off with the firearm, weapon, skill set, that the enemy does not know you have. No professional would ever advertise their capabilities for the enemy to take note of, and therefore plan a way to neutralize them. Just one man's opinion.
 
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