The Ride's Over

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It looks like I've reached the end of the line. Motorcycles broke, the truck's done for and I'm too busted up to work on either one. Can't fix or afford to pay someone to fix my rides. Don't think I'll ever be able to throw a leg over a bike again. Been camped out in the high desert for a while now. Tired and lonely. Guess I'll go see if I can find my dogs on the other side of the bridge. I've enjoyed my time here immensley. Had alot of good conversations (and some not so good) and met a couple of members face to face. Many fine folks on here. Wishing all good shooting and happy lives. Forgive my snivvelin' but just felt the need to say goodbye. Time to go.

Ride
 
Damn, Ride, that some pretty heavy stuff. I hope you're able to overcome what you're going thru. Remember what Yogi Berra said: (I'm not making a joke out of this)

"It ain't over till it's over." Don't let the old man in! After the darkest days of my life the sun shined again, brighter than ever.

Hang tough! You'll get thru this! (y)
 
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It looks like I've reached the end of the line. Motorcycles broke, the truck's done for and I'm too busted up to work on either one. Can't fix or afford to pay someone to fix my rides. Don't think I'll ever be able to throw a leg over a bike again. Been camped out in the high desert for a while now. Tired and lonely.
Whoa. Take a breath. Do not make any decisions today. Watch the sun come up.
Pet your dogs.
We lost our 16 year old daughter back in 1995 due to a car accident.
Darkest time in our lives. But I promise there are a million good things to hang around for. (I did not believe it at the time, but I do now)
Wishing you the very best.
Steve from Idaho.
 
Sorry to hear that 'Ride' , too bad you're so far away, but some good words spoken above, and I too feel at times like things 'suck" but then realize that most all of those things, are just "stuff", hung up the two wheelers, the hunting, hell even shooting for the most part, way too busy taking care of Momma now, with little and NO help, but at least I still got her.....sleep on it, what they said above, tomorrow is another day, I too recall when they said "cheer up things could get worse, and sure enough things got worse", but we can still breathe, and think, and pray a lot, thank God for the little things.
Best to you, whatever you may decide.........🙏;)(y)
 
Okay. One last post. First off. I appreciate the words of encouragement and offers of help. Here's what's happening. This isn't just me cryin' over broke down rigs. I went down pretty hard a while back. Serious damage to my already screwed up back. Tore up what was left of my right knee to where it will barely take my weight and scraped off about half my face. Probably loosened up some things inside my head too. (Some old nightmares have started showing up again.) I have to use a cane when I do walk, and I don't walk far. Since my wife and I split up, I have spent the majority of my time camped out alone in the desert or up in the mountains. I have very little contact with other people. Since I'm rarely at home, (the wife got the house and the dogs) I gave up on having a permanent place to live. This board is where most of my socialization takes place. It's not just about "stuff", but that my quality of life has hit rock bottom and I can't see any improvement on the horizon. This is probably pretty incoherent, but my heads in a pretty wierd place right now.
 
Hey Ride you can't leave I can always count on you to comment on my post. :)
Like Rugerguy posted my way of life has gone downhill due to my wife having dementia.
I get pretty low at times also since I don't get to play with my toys. I have to take care of her 24-7 but in 1963 I made a promise that included "In Sickness and in Health" Oh but they didn't say I would have to wipe her butt for her. ;)
Hang in there.
 
I am profoundly sorry and shaken to hear of your situation. You have taken a pounding in many ways. It is definitely easier to be younger, healthier, maybe with some financial resources, in a good relationship, and a roof over your head. Often some or even much of what we have is temporary. The truck and the motorcycle are temporary material things. Even without an accident or low funds, you probably would lose the ability to use them eventually. Unless we die prematurely, age and declining health takes away driving and riding. There is no shame in a walker, mobility scooter, or wheelchair. It is just a different state. I will admit that the loss of your home is a serious problem. My brother in law was a clinical psychologist with the VA. He always said that most of the issues that he treated would go away when the patient found a home and/ or a job.
Please don’t give up yet. Your life is different now , and you are in a lot of pain, physical and emotional. I’m hopeful that is treatable. I am willing to join some of the others here in reaching out with a little help. I absolutely will take the time to pray for you. God bless you in this most difficult time.
 
Y'all let the man go with some dignity.

[H2]The Cremation of Sam Mcgee[/H2]
There are strange things done in the midnight sun By the men who moil for gold;The Arctic trails have their secret tales That would make your blood run cold;The Northern Lights have seen queer sights, But the queerest they ever did seeWas that night on the marge of Lake Lebarge I cremated Sam McGee.

Now Sam McGee was from Tennessee, where the cotton blooms and blows.Why he left his home in the South to roam 'round the Pole, God only knows.He was always cold, but the land of gold seemed to hold him like a spell;Though he'd often say in his homely way that he'd "sooner live in hell".

On a Christmas Day we were mushing our way over the Dawson trail.Talk of your cold! through the parka's fold it stabbed like a driven nail.If our eyes we'd close, then the lashes froze till sometimes we couldn't see;It wasn't much fun, but the only one to whimper was Sam McGee.

And that very night, as we lay packed tight in our robes beneath the snow,And the dogs were fed, and the stars o'erhead were dancing heel and toe,He turned to me, and "Cap," says he, "I'll cash in this trip, I guess;And if I do, I'm asking that you won't refuse my last request."

Well, he seemed so low that I couldn't say no; then he says with a sort of moan:"It's the cursed cold, and it's got right hold till I'm chilled clean through to the bone.Yet 'tain't being dead -- it's my awful dread of the icy grave that pains;So I want you to swear that, foul or fair, you'll cremate my last remains."

A pal's last need is a thing to heed, so I swore I would not fail;And we started on at the streak of dawn; but God! he looked ghastly pale.He crouched on the sleigh, and he raved all day of his home in Tennessee;And before nightfall a corpse was all that was left of Sam McGee.

There wasn't a breath in that land of death, and I hurried, horror-driven,With a corpse half hid that I couldn't get rid, because of a promise given;It was lashed to the sleigh, and it seemed to say: "You may tax your brawn and brains,But you promised true, and it's up to you to cremate those last remains."

Now a promise made is a debt unpaid, and the trail has its own stern code.In the days to come, though my lips were dumb, in my heart how I cursed that load.In the long, long night, by the lone firelight, while the huskies, round in a ring,Howled out their woes to the homeless snows -- O God! how I loathed the thing.

And every day that quiet clay seemed to heavy and heavier grow;And on I went, though the dogs were spent and the grub was getting low;The trail was bad, and I felt half mad, but I swore I would not give in;And I'd often sing to the hateful thing, and it hearkened with a grin.

Till I came to the marge of Lake Lebarge, and a derelict there lay;It was jammed in the ice, but I saw in a trice it was called the "Alice May".And I looked at it, and I thought a bit, and I looked at my frozen chum;Then "Here", said I, with a sudden cry, "is my cre-ma-tor-eum."

Some planks I tore from the cabin floor, and I lit the boiler fire;Some coal I found that was lying around, and I heaped the fuel higher;The flames just soared, and the furnace roared -- such a blaze you seldom see;And I burrowed a hole in the glowing coal, and I stuffed in Sam McGee.

Then I made a hike, for I didn't like to hear him sizzle so;And the heavens scowled, and the huskies howled, and the wind began to blow.It was icy cold, but the hot sweat rolled down my cheeks, and I don't know why;And the greasy smoke in an inky cloak went streaking down the sky.

I do not know how long in the snow I wrestled with grisly fear;But the stars came out and they danced about ere again I ventured near;I was sick with dread, but I bravely said: "I'll just take a peep inside.I guess he's cooked, and it's time I looked";. . . then the door I opened wide.

And there sat Sam, looking cool and calm, in the heart of the furnace roar;And he wore a smile you could see a mile, and he said: "Please close that door.It's fine in here, but I greatly fear you'll let in the cold and storm --Since I left Plumtree, down in Tennessee, it's the first time I've been warm."

There are strange things done in the midnight sun By the men who moil for gold;The Arctic trails have their secret tales That would make your blood run cold;The Northern Lights have seen queer sights, But the queerest they ever did seeWas that night on the marge of Lake Lebarge I cremated Sam McGee.
 
can't see any improvement on the horizon. This is probably pretty incoherent, but my heads in a pretty wierd place right now.

That's because the Earth is round, we just have to wait and see the good stuff as it arrives.

I have no words, never been a real communicator when it comes to emotional stuff, I'm just an engineer that lives on facts.

As others have said if we can help we will. I could always count on your posts to be reasonable and would miss seeing them. (as stated your avatar doesn't hurt either)
 
Ride my friend,, (and yes,, I consider most of the folks here on this Forum a friend,) you are valuable to us. In fact,, I have often called this place "A big Ruger Forum Family!"
We may not all get along always,, but we do have a bond that seems to help each of us over rough stuff,, celebrate the good stuff, and most importantly,, allows us a place to smile in the warmth of mutual love for one another.
And you are part of our family.

I hope,, truly hope,, that as the sun came up today, you looked at it,, and realized that despite everything that seems bad,, there is still a loving family here that hopes you hang around.
Look at the posts here.
Read what we feel.
Know we do care.

And know that if we can help,, we will.

I've been here quite a while. I've seen members who have had serious struggles in their lives,, including similar stories like yours. Maybe not exactly the same,, but close enough. Medical issues,, the need for a home,, the loss of mobility,, the requirement of having to depend upon others for everything,, and yet,, they didn't give up without a fight.

And I've witnessed the power of prayer & watched a lot of good stuff happen. My own DIL has been struggling with breast cancer, (3) rounds of it, and with so many here,, prayer has given her strength, and she's doing quite well now. That's just one example. There are so many other similar stories here.

So,, seek out the good things,, stay around,, and if we can help,, we will.
 
Ty, we did something a few years ago; IIRC you collected some funds for a brother in need. I'm willing to kick-in again.
RIDE, my man, hang in there....
Footprints in the Sand:
One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:
one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.

"Lord, You said that once I decided to follow you,
You'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.

I don't understand why, when I needed you most, you would leave me."

The Lord replied,
"My son, My precious child, I love you and I would
never leave you. During your times of trial and
suffering, when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I Carried You."
J.
 
Good comments above.
Praying for strength for you not to give up. I would venture to say with the ages on this forum almost all of us have hit a wall that seemed insurmountable at sometimes in our lives. God will meet you where you are through Christ. Your contribution here has been great and needs to continue. Sounds like the dogs need you too.
 
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