I'm just gonna share my bad experience, self induced. On another forum many years ago. Someone made a critical comment about one of my posts. I snipped back and then got another critical comment from him and I just went off on him totally. Come to find out he wasn't just a moderator, he was the person who founded the forum. I thought ok, at least I can view what was being said on the forum, but no, you can be blocked from even seeing the forum. I don't remember how I got in touch with him, I think it was through a member who was also on another common forum that I was on. Anyway, I relayed an I'm sorry message through him and let him know I would get down on my knees and even kiss his shoes to be accepted back on the forum. It worked and I was let back in on probation and I've behaved ever since. We don't realize how much these forums mean to us until we lose them.